Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Instagramming and some thoughts
I feel like I'm in some sort of limbo period of my life lately. I just got back from the biggest adventure of my life so far, and now I'm waiting to start a new one. I'm not ready to say exactly what I will be doing or where I will be going, but I am most likely going back to school this summer, if everything works out. And I'm crossing my fingers that everything works out.
I am so lucky that Matt supports and encourages my dreams. If not for him, I would honestly put my aspirations aside and think to myself, "I'm not good enough. I can't do this. I'll fail. It's not worth it." It's something I unfortunately have told myself many, many times. I still feel that way as I make my preparations. Matt helps me see the good in me, even if I have to try really hard to see it. I know I'd be letting both of us down if I didn't at least try.
That's where I'm at right now. Waiting in my in-between phase. Wondering how everything will work out...